Hi Michael,
Finally getting around to answering your reply from 5 days ago. Refinishing a tough Maple table which won't take my mahogany stain the way I want :angry:
You wrote:
"but it also sounds like point 3 is a constant state for you, and again, help me if i'm not understanding correctly, but you are in a constant state where you are connected to all consciousness. if that's correct, i could see how that might be a bit difficult. we are all connected, and some feel it more strongly than others, but if your focus is more on there, it might be difficult focusing on the everyday matters here in this physical existence/hologram - am i getting this right?"
A bit difficult indeed! I have learned how to Play? this challenge down through the years. I have studied many channeled teachings--especially Seth and Elias--who more or less have saved the day. Since this obviously is my reason, intent, and challenge for this physical existence (wouldn't millions or even billions of other humans like to know what we know through channeled teachings concerning looking for inner source reality with its almost unfathomable sophistication--wouldn't it give them just a little bit more hope and peace of mind

I have come to accept this creative venture by my Higher Personality who is also learning and becoming just like me.
My perception, measurement, beliefs, thoughts, Ego and on, have changed down through the years. I have learned to self/hypnotize my unconscious with a new personality that is not so much a growth that is the accepted world view, but a psychological growth that plays or becomes the moment point, stopped drinking

screen or block negative thoughts, satisfy my value fulfillment as I understand the definition, accept this challenge and following my intent of experiencing, becoming, learning, and growing. This I feel I am experiencing currently and was comfortable enough to post this disclosure on the Web.
Nobody has experienced this world hologram the same way I do daily. Nobody has even experienced anything like this connection (I have investigated, sought info from DMT users and mind altering web sites with all their anecdotes, and point blank years ago put a question about my experience in the LA Times and other newspapers and asked if anybody has ever experienced the same!! :laugh: I have come to accept my uniqueness or my Higher Self's creativeness and like Jane R. I sometimes want to be the practicing idealist and try to get across to others that from my own personal knowing we all are connected (not through the map of C. or book learning) just as Elias taught and Seth taught and many other insights I have from 1st hand experience that is only taught through channeled teaching. These Higher Energy Personalities are for real and have developed so much in their no-time that not to pay attention to what they have to say, or not to believe even a little of their insights, or not to look any farther than their egocentricity or accepted world view or their outdated beliefs is a slap in the face to someone like me who deals with the mechanics and inner reality laws all the time.
Yes Mike this is a constant state that has had me thinking suicide and disengagement many, many times. Thanks to the characteristics I assumed before I was born, I have persevered--so far!
More on the subtleties of Game in later post: Who you are--what level you are--what makes you think I am Big time--your no feelings--traumas from Hologram caused by what they believe they know, and on
Having Fun believing I am growing mentally--finally: John